Never Gonna Change

(albüm: Model Citizen - 2021)

Don't wanna run away
I led myself astray
Out of view
Try not to fall apart
But holding on is hard
It's true
Nineteen and so naive
But I still won't take, I won't take the blame
No peace inside of me

Never gonna change
Always stay the same
Forcing all the blame
But it's my fault, baby
What a mess I made
Falling on my face
Where will I remain
If I'm far past saving?
Never gonna change
Always stay the same
Forcing all the blame
But it's my fault, baby
Thought that I was stuck
But I went straight backwards

I've gotta face myself
To save my mental health
But I'm not
Ready yet, I can tell
Found comfort in my shell
But I've got
To break free
From disdain surrounding me
I truly think that things will never change
How come I can't see
The havoc tethered to me?
Can't hold back now 'cause I'll never

Never ever change
Always stay the same
Forcing all the blame
But it's my fault, baby
What a mess I made
Falling on my face
Where will I remain
If I'm far past saving?
Never gonna change
Always stay the same
Forcing all the blame
But it's my fault, baby
Thought that I was stuck
But I went straight backwards

I know that it's me
I'm guilty I'm guilty
And maybe I'll be set free
But I gotta get out now
Or I won't find the answer
Baby, yeah
Baby, yeah, yeah-yeah

Never gonna change
Always stay the same
Forcing all the blame
But it's my fault, baby
What a mess I made
Falling on my face
Where will I remain
If I'm far past saving?
Never gonna change
Always stay the same
Forcing all the blame
But it's my fault, baby
Thought that I was stuck
But I went straight backwards

I know, I know