SELF SABOTAGE

I'm the queen of self sabotage

Where did the day go
I've been staring at the ceiling
Trying to find a reason

Not to stay in bed
And then
Forget how to breathe yeah

Try to fill my head
With common sense
Its suffocating

Oh the expectation

Can I have your sleeve to wipe my eyes
Cause I've tried my best too many times

I'm the queen of self sabotage
Queen of self sabotage
I hate myself
I'm the queen of self sabotage
Queen of self sabotage
I hate myself

I fell in love and ended up getting my number deleted
I'm full of shit you smell a lie every time I secrete it
Cause when it comes to losing you, you know that I'm undefeated
I'll never break the cycle I'm stuck in a loop and repeat it

But tell me why you comin back when you tell me you resent me?
I cannot fill the void inside you keep on coming up empty
You try to tell me this is healthy but we know we're pretending
Settling down was never a happy ending

I'm the queen of self sabotage
Queen of self sabotage
I hate myself
I'm the queen of self sabotage
Queen of self sabotage
I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I'm the queen of self sabotage
Queen of self sabotage
I hate myself
I'm the queen of self sabotage
Queen of self sabotage
I hate myself