Falling

Hard to say this, but I miss you
You're always entering my thoughts
Thinking 'bout the day you left is really pissing me off
I tried to keep you close, but everything's what I lost
And to be honest I hate the fact that our paths always cross
Just a small town, what I should've expected
Now I'm watching you with him, it kind of looks to perfection
I'm sitting here alone, excuse me from my jealous impression
I say I'm moving on, but hardly, all this shit is depressing
I'm going crazy, my friends are begging "Come out."
Funny when I'm drinking that your name is first in my mouth
Hard to fall for someone new, it's you I'm thinking about
Wishing I could have you back, but you ain't leaving him now
You're falling in love while I'm just losing more of myself
Wonder if our picture still is sitting up on your shelf
Thinking 'bout us, I just can't get out of this Hell
Matter-of-fact I'm calling now, I got to work this all out

While I'm drinking (Drinking)
One more shot and I'll probably be calling (Calling you)
Sitting over here thinking (Thinking)
What goes up comes down
So I guess I'm just falling (Falling for you)
Soon enough, I'll just crash
And this all happened too fast
I wish this could all change, but nothing good ever lasts
Somebody, please catch me
'Cause I can't, I can't catch myself

Guess you're happy, hardly ever answer your phone
Only hear you saying leave a message after the tone
Maybe I should take the hint and just go leave you alone
I'm stuck on my own, feel as if I'm turning to stone
Losing my trust, say it doesn't hurt, but it does
Remember everything you said
And that's what's making this tough
'Cause now I see him getting all of your attention and love
I'm steady falling, you used to be there picking me up
But now that's over, seems you do whatever you like
Know that if we talked again it'd probably turn to a fight
It's never gon' work, but stupid me is thinking it might
It's probably why I'm drinking
Calling up your phone every night
Wasting my life, trying to find a way into yours
These doors are closing
But I'm searching for something that's more
Something that over time isn't gon' turn into war
'Cause I won't do this all again, I can't take any more
I just want to go back, save all the love that we had
'Cause honestly I thought that you were the one that would last
Guess I was wrong, 'cause now you're a piece of my past
It's taking everything inside me to hold back the facts
See, I'm spilling it all, wish you would answer my calls
I drink and drink and drink and drink, till I'm ready to fall
You took everything and now I feel I'm three feet tall
Hope you're happy, but I'mma keep on spilling it all

While I'm drinking (Drinking)
One more shot and I'll probably be calling (Calling you)
Sitting over here thinking (Thinking)
What goes up comes down
So I guess I'm just falling (Falling for you)
Soon enough, I'll just crash
And this all happened too fast
I wish this could 'bout change, but nothing good ever lasts
Somebody, please catch me
'Cause I can't, I can't catch myself