Diazepam

(альбом: Demos (Do Not Share), Vol. II - 2020)

Oh my my my my
I seem to feel so much better when it
Kicks in, chemical kitchen
Feel my brain destruct
Oh di-, di-, diazepam you
Turn the volume down on my demons and you
Give me relief just for a second and you
Make it all so numb

Oh why, why, diazepam do
You make me feel like everything's not dissolving?
Spinning doors are revolving
Swallow a tablet I'm over-indulging
I've tried, tried diazepam to
Be the optimist and resist cards folding
You're the crutch that I'm holding
Don't want tomorrow 'cause right now I'm golden

Oh di-, di diazepam
Don't lie, lie diazepam

Oh my, my, my, my
When you leave why can't I breathe like you've stolen?
My very essence my coding
Went for a swim and then drowned in your ocean
Don't lie lie diazepam you
Promised me the world but now I'm rotting and moulding
And my face it feels swollen
Anaesthetic I block that emotion

Synaesthetic dreaming I'm carried away
Anaesthetic bleeding, a place for the pain
Self-destructive healing it's one and the same
Oh, di-, di diazepam
Synaesthetic dreaming I'm carried away
Anaesthetic bleeding, a place for the pain
Self-destructive healing its one and the same
Don't lie, lie diazepam

Oh di-, di-, di-, diazepam
Synaesthetic dreaming I'm carried away
Anaesthetic bleeding, a place for the pain
Self-destructive healing it's one and the same