Please Don't Leave Me

Crushing pills isn't healthy
I just would help me
Stuck in my room getting tempted to end it
Never got my happy ending
I called out but my friends don't reach me
I'm too sad happiness can't teach me
I don't think ima find what I'm seeking

Please don't leave me

They don't understand but they judge me
My future getting ugly
If u hear this come and save me
I'm so scared ima snap go crazy
Don't hit my phone I'm depressed and a mess
All you had to do was sit down send a text
But you waited too long now
I'm in a vortex goin back to the state
Where I wasn't born yet

Suicide is glorified
I'm traumatized I'm mortified
Maybe there is more to find
Live a life with more designs
Too complexed I'm losing hope
Stressing out no antidote
Body covered kerosene
Burning up with clarity
Cold sweat scary dreams
This is so embarrassing
Sanity is perishing
Thoughts of light disparaging

Crushing pills isn't healthy
I just would help me
Stuck in my room getting tempted to end it
Never got my happy ending
I called out but my friend don't reach me
I'm too sad happiness can't teach me
I don't think ima find what I'm seeking
Please don't leave me

Crushing pills isn't healthy
I just would help me
Stuck in my room getting tempted to end it
Never got my happy ending
I called out but my friend don't reach me
I'm too sad happiness can't teach me
I don't think ima find what I'm seeking
Please don't leave me