something you hate

(альбом: monarch - 2022)

I'm disassociating out of my mind
Was it worth it when you left me behind?
Looking back I knew I ran out of time
You left me bleeding and I didn't know why
I'm not perceptive, I know I had to change
But thinking back now I'm a little to late
I started drinking 'til I'm numb in the face
You used to love me, now I'm something you hate

You been in and out my life, I can see it in your eyes
I was something 'til I wasn't and I wasn't that surpri
I was looking back at us thinking I could finally breathe
When you left me I was breaking, now I'm trying not to scream

I'm disassociating out of my mind
Was it worth it when you left me behind?
Looking back I knew I ran out of time
You left me bleeding and I didn't know why
I'm not perceptive, I know I had to change
But thinking back now I'm a little to late
I started drinking 'til I'm numb in the face
You used to love me, now I'm something you hate