26 Freestyle

Yeeeah...

26 years old kind of feels old to me
Still a lot left to build still a lot I want to be
Was a prince to a obtain to rule without a king
I was raised by my mother plus the books I would read
Artists that I studied in the songs they would sing
Paintings that I was loving were all a father to me
Carried a heart in me finally starting to see
Saw it the whole time it was too hard to believe
One that I lost in the mail never to be received
One coffin without a nail is not as dead as you think
The skeleton's alive and it's asking for a dance
The roads between his teeth and house-stretched tan
The memories inside my head can haunt me all night
Or remind me that I'm blessed then it is all right
I pull a page about a book and then I song write
I want to share this with my girl and live a long life
I hope I'm left enough to play this when I'm gone. Right?
So much I want to say so much to burn the light
Too many lives to save too many die tonight
Still I'm making change so I can sleep at night

Blood pumping so hard that I must hit the page
And I don't even need this pen I got ink for days
Wishes made came true and kissed my name
Bless was born in sunny California
But the blessings were born all along my way
Around the world and back for more than 40 days
But about that still I'm just a house cat
Went to Australia and never saw the outback
Now I'm back writing tracks in the Netherlands
Haven't gotten a dog the story never ends
And make more records and make more friends
Beginning to get my ends but now it all begins
Over and over and can't stay sober
But I'm writings songs about you to bring me closer to closure
And at the same time I'm wide open knowing that the window was open and we can always stay open

My heart bleeds and I can't help but tell the lie
And tell the lie that the truth is I want to die
I want to die and resurrect with a new life
Every day and come true with new tides
New tides and new land and new sand
New face and new place and new hand
New hand to hold to hold me tighter
And hold me closer and hold me through the middle of the night here