demons & angels

I spoke to the demon that lives in my nightmares
He told me that life wasn't fair
He taught me how to hate myself and hide it
He showed me how to die behind my eyelids
I'm pretty sure he doesn't have the best intentions
And I think I really need an intervention

I'll go out
All alone
With a smile on my face
And I promise
I'm not scared of you
I'm not scared of you

I spoke to an angel that blesses my conscience
She told me I shouldn't have fear
She taught me how to love myself
But I didn't listen
Now I've become too self-aware

I'll go out
All alone
With a smile on my face
And I promise
I'm not scared of you
I'm not scared of you

Say bye to all my friends
Waiting for the end
This is the path I've chosen
I can't pretend
That everything is fine
My life's a fucking lie
The demon on my shoulder
Has won this time

I spoke to the demon
He murdered the angel
And now I've got blood on my hands