idk if i can make it thru this year :(

What a world I live in now
The stars are falling from the heavens
Bright lights
Take away my vision
I'm blinded from it all
Its just my luck
My lucks been running out
Now the tides begin to turn
Its my fault
And I know that this is none of your concern

I'm better off sleeping in my bedroom
Wide awake since the day I met you
I don't know if I can make it thru this year
Make it thru this year

I think about how much has changed
I can't hold onto these distant memories
Letting go of all this takes time
I'm not in a rush at all
I'm growing up
And growing older
Everyday feels like a blur
It makes me sick
But I know that this something I must learn
Yeah

I'm better off sleeping in my bedroom
Wide awake since the day I met you
I don't know if I can make it thru this year
Make it thru this year