I Don't Think It's Too Late

(альбом: It's The Big Joyous Celebration, Let's Stir The Honeypot - 2016)

Sleeping with you on the couch
Was the best I've felt in months
You know you're my family
Until the day that all my blood stops running
& my heart gives up, they find me in the bathroom tied off
Or like Jason on the kitchen floor
Chain lock on the door & receipts on the table
Twelve unread emails
I was going through withdrawal in a mall
I threw up in the food court
Waiting on a call to come through
And the more half-baked romantic part of my brain
Told me that that was the thing to hold on to

Is it too late?
Were the best times of my life mistakes?
I owe a lot of apologies,
And I wish I'd made some of them sooner
Should've spent more time around mountains and trees
I should've moved back out of the city
I wish I'd read more of the books I bought
Unless heaven is as boring as we always thought
Then I hope they let me read all of the books I brought