Healing In A Parking Lot

Obsessive
Depressive
It's weighing on my chest
Intrusive
Delusion
The voices in my head
Sitting in my car
Wondering how this ends
Cry into a coffee
To make it make sense

Lost to my own demise
Pray I salvage myself this time

Ooo ooo
Healing in a parking lot
Everything hurts
But finally I've had enough of dragging me under
Ooo ooo
I'm still insecure as hell
But damn it feels good
To finally tell myself that I'm getting better

Ooo ooo
Ooo ooo

Impatient
I'm anxious
I taste it on my tongue
All or nothing
Soul crushing
I feel it in my lungs
Staring at myself
In the rearview mirror
Retail therapy
Didn't make it clearer

Lost to my own demise
Pray I salvage myself this time

Ooo ooo
Healing in a parking lot
Everything hurts
But finally I've had enough of dragging me under
Ooo ooo
I'm still insecure as hell
But damn it feels good
To finally tell myself that I'm getting better

Ooo ooo
Ooo ooo

I'm healing in a parking lot
I'm still the same girl
But now that I stopped hating who she is I can love her

Ooo ooo
I'm still insecure as hell
But damn it feels good
To finally tell myself that I'm getting better

Ooo ooo
I'm getting, I'm getting better
Ooo ooo
I'm getting, I'm getting better
Ooo ooo

I'm healing in a parking lot