In My Head

(альбом: Songs Of Samhain - 2020)

Wanna put it in the garbage disposal
Dig a hole a dispose of
Your nugget is sick and corrosive
Eyes of hate
Mouth of no love
Extract the contaminate
Examine it
Override and we reprogramming
Listen to the words
Understanding it
Moving the mouth like a puppet
And adding it back to the body
With magnets
Hoping the will to survive
Will be more than a
Death that was stagnant
In their eyes yes we're protagonist
Assuming your heroes are headless
Heartless and against this
Hard headed dumb dead bitch
Finna sell your head to the head witch
And let pumpkin head come avenge shit

These crazy thoughts
Still haunting me
I don't know if I'm
Outta my head
This way of life
No apologies
I don't know if I'm
One of those dead people
People
Within my head
One of those dead people
People
Within my head

If my head was a crystal ball
Where you could look inside and see it all
You'd prolly find a bitter Paul
Rolling round like profiterole

Find me curled up in a ball
With a razor in my jaw like
Na na na na
Grab my tongue and start to saw

I don't have the lights on
And there's screws all over
Prolly cant find a tight one
I'm like the loosest molar

I'mma bite some of these benzos
Then ill start to crescendo
Really let go
An give you a glimpse inside of this vessel

I'm so numb to what is special
My head is so content
With no regret to relish struggle
All the pain all the trouble

Your happiness is a bubble
That id gladly pop
Then I dig a hole with a shovel
And watch it drop

Inside my head is like a puzzle
Like it or not
It's missing pieces and its laid out
On a table I shot

Myself right in my temple
Or was a thought
I can't decipher between
What's real and whats not

These crazy thoughts still haunting me
I don't know if I'm outta my head
This way of life no apologies
I don't know if I'm one of those
Dead people people
Within my head
One of those
Dead people people
Within my head

Migraine headache
Evil thoughts ready
I can only think about
Whatever my mind says
Minds all set
I can not forget
I can only think about
Whatever my mind says

Migraine headache
Evil thoughts ready
I can only think about
Whatever my mind says
Minds all set
I can not forget
I can only think about
Whatever my mind says

These crazy thoughts still haunting me
I don't know if I'm outta my head
This way of life no apologies
I don't know if I'm one of those
Dead people people
Within my head
One of those
Dead people people
Within my head

My mind's broken
My mind's gone
Dead people are alive
On this song
My mind's broken
My mind's gone
Dead people are alive
On this song
Dead people in my head
Dead people in my head