Let It All Go

Most my life I've found myself obsessed
With wanting change but I complain about how things
They stay the same, then I
Numb it out, intoxication
Live my life in quiet desperation

It's quite a shame
My life of quiet shame

So can I please be honest with you
For a moment, I can't take this lie
I never thought I'd be someone
Someone who would make it out alive
It's been really, really good just to let it all go
All the voices that told me so (told me so)

'Cause most my life I believed that I was always
Second best at best, I'd never be the one
Who gets the girl, or who changed the world
No, that's not me
That's for everybody else, see

Then one day I was sick of everything
That weighed me down like
The voices in my past hanging around
Saying I won't amount to anything that's worth it
So God give me the courage
'Cause I'm worth it

So can I please be honest with you
For a moment, I can't take this lie
(So I'm letting go)
Never thought I'd be someone
Someone who would make it out alive
(So I'm letting go)
It's been really, really good just to let it all go
All the voices that told me so (told me so)
It's been really, really good just to let it all go
All the voices that told me so (hey)

I'm not saying it's easy leaving
Just saying I've found more peace in
Letting go (letting go)
Letting go (so I'm letting go)
Letting go
Letting go (so I'm letting go)

Can I please be honest with you
Felt like I was running out of time
I never thought that I would find you
Right there in apartment number 9
And just in time
It's been really, really good to say hello
Didn't think that you would show
But you still know me best