Never Thought This Would Happen

(альбом: Starcruiser - 2018)

I'm a realist from the start
Straight sinner, right from the heart
I was looking for a friend
For a friend

It's a cold revelation
When you wake from devastation
I'll be free from emotion
When I'm gone
When I'm gone

I never thought that this could happen to me
I never thought that I'd be taking pills to slip away
Happen to me
I never thought that I could float away
So I'm just laughing on

La la la la la da
Da da, da da
Da da da da
La la la la la da
Da da, da da
Da da da da

A little bit of this
A little bit of that
A little fear in my head
A got a heart attack
Taking one to feel
Take two to breathe
One more to keep me feeling harmony

It feels impossible
I'm so incredible
I'll be invincible
When I'm gone
When I'm gone

I never thought that this could happen to me
I never thought that I'd be taking pills to slip away
Happen to me
I never thought that I could float away
So I'm just laughing on

La la la la la da
Da da, da da
Da da da da
La la la la la da
Da da, da da
Da da da da

I'm tired of society
You make me what you want to see
I try to fit the policy
Exist in an apology
Hoping and I'm dreaming now
They're hanging from the ceiling now
I'll escape into a feeling
Colored pills until I'm healing

I pray they say that I was sane
It was only pain
Throw away the television
Put a screen inside my brain
Doesn't matter now
I know I'm loved but how?
The voices on the telephone
Then why do I feel so alone?

It's a cold revelation
When you wake from devastation
I'll be free from emotion
When I'm gone

I never thought that this could happen to me
I never thought that I'd be taking pills to slip away
Happen to me
I never thought that I could float away
So I'm just laughing on

La la la la la da
Da da, da da
Da da da da
La la la la la da
Da da, da da
Da da da da