So Hard?

My head hope in faith
Dreams for days
Left them at the bottom of a glass
Said I'd be a man one day
But I let drink wash me away
And now I sit here
Shot in hand
Shot in hand

How did making it look easy
Get to be so hard?
How did making it look easy
Get to be so hard?

Strong, I've been strong before
I've beat down doors
The weakness is a cancer creeping in
Wise, I've been wise a few times
Saw some crimes but I kept returning to the scene alone
Like a fool

How did making it look easy
Get to be so hard?
How did making it look easy
Get to be so hard?