Never Told

(альбом: Outlier - 2020)

Moving at the speed of light
Going til the day I die
I been getting ready for the ride
Working every single night
Never feeling satisfied
I been getting ready for the ride
Every time I write I put my heart in this
I gave my all to this
And now I'm ready for the consequence
So if they ever take my soul
This the story that I never told

We on different levels
But got the same issues
Looking at somebody else's life it's artificial
I wish I had their crib
Wish I had their lifestyle
I wonder if they sad or they always keep a smile
Cuz everything they got, all I ever need
Buying what they want
Buying what they see
How can they be sad
Their life figured out
Then I thought about
All the shit they going through
They don't post about
Notice how
Finally got what I wished for
I was happy for a few months
Now I wanna get a lot more
Cuz it only feels good once
Back then I would dream about
Things that seem so normal now
The shit I got just laying around
Shit that I don't even think about
Like damn
Maybe I want too much
Maybe I see too much
Maybe I shouldn't think bout just getting more but settle down with what I got
I can't
Cuz I'm not the type to settle down
I'll never stop
I want the world
I won't ever fall
If it kills me then I love you all

Moving at the speed of light
Going til the day I die
I been getting ready for the ride
Working every single night
Never feeling satisfied
I been getting ready for the ride
Every time I write I put my heart in this
I gave my all to this
And now I'm ready for the consequence
So if they ever take my soul
This the story that I never told

Everything not so perfect
I been locked in working
People come in my life
Telling me lies, tryna make an earning
Telling me I'm the greatest
And they gon put me on playlists
But I see through that shit
Imma go turn myself to an A list
I don't need no one dressing me
I don't need the label recipe
I cannot sell my soul
But sometimes I feel that's next to me
Everyone keep on pulling
Hope I don't let go of my ways
Ima just keep on pushing
Let em all imma keep my wave
Yeah
Keep it real that's boss talk
No collar I'm a lost dog
But it's easy feeling desperate
Shortcut to the top spot
If I do I'll regret that
Hope I never go fall off
Never scared of a setback
Never one who been soft
Moving to Hollywood shortly
But imma stay the mature me
Praying I don't end up giving in
To all of the lies that conform me
Losing track of what's real life
Everyone got their intentions
I wonder what it's gonna feel like
The day that I get to my ending

Moving at the speed of light
Going til the day I die
I been getting ready for the ride
Working every single night
Never feeling satisfied
I been getting ready for the ride
Every time I write I put my heart in this
I gave my all to this
And now I'm ready for the consequence
So if they ever take my soul
This the story that I never told