Blue

(альбом: try to be okay - 2019)

I've fallen on my own regret
Building towers from my love
Your claws around my throat again
All I am is not enough

Tell me that there's something left
I'm a coward and a cub
We try so hard but stay bereft
Mm, I'm broken up

I don't know where you go
But I know you so well
When I'm alone with you, alone with you
I don't know who you are
When you're with your friends, I can only lose

It doesn't matter what we said
Leave the flowers in the dust
I can't remember what it meant
Only that I wrote for both of us

Won't you tell me that I'm more than just my chemicals
I've been thinking and it's more than just electrical