Drugs Alone

(альбом: Summers Over - 2019)

(I been doing drugs alone)

I been doing drugs alone
See you tomorrow if you need
I'm falling in and out of sleep
My friends keep calling but
I been doing drugs alone
Feeling hollow as can be
Breaking bottles when I drink
My friends keep calling but
I'd rather do these drugs alone

Yeah and that's on G.O.D
If only you had known what you mean to me
I'm stuck in this depression think I needa change the scenery
Your love is my obsession, right with you is where I need to be
And it's been so long since you shown affection
She stole my heart, now it's gone, it had no protection
My cups still full but my soul is empty
And she's lying when she says that she don't resent me
Oh my god, you're so friendly
You're always pretending
Used to curve me til you saw me all in a Bentley
I'm off, come and catch me
My god, you're so trendy
I told her slob on my nob
Fuck yo broad if you tempt me
Can't have what you want, you gotta pay to play
I been searching so damn long, can't find the way to say
I been drowning in this mud and this uncertainty
But if I pour another cup then it won't hurt to breathe

I been doing drugs alone
See you tomorrow if you need
I'm falling in and out of sleep
My friends keep calling but
I been doing drugs alone
Feeling hollow as can be
Breaking bottles when I drink
My friends keep calling but
I'd rather do these drugs alone

(I been doing drugs alone)

Yeah
I swear my whole generation learned not to listen
The Percocet pills and lean cups just kicked in
Got the cabinets full from these fake prescriptions
They don't know a damn thang, they just gain addictions
But who am I to say you can't do what you want
Spent 30k in a day just to prove that I'm on
I been all around the world, all across the seas
But every time I get home I never wanna leave
Double down on the dosage
Mushrooms got me floating
Say what you want about me
These fuck boys don't know shit
It's a big wave from the ocean
I'm moving in slow motion
Beach boy from juice county
High as hell from my own shit

I been doing drugs alone
See you tomorrow if you need
I'm falling in and out of sleep
My friends keep calling but
I been doing drugs alone
Feeling hollow as can be
Breaking bottles when I drink
My friends keep calling but
I'd rather do these drugs alone

(I been doing drugs alone)