Bending To Grow

Never feel the same, never feel okay
Hit me up to take, always fade away
I've been hitting dabs until the panic takes
You can't have my heart, but we can share the pain
You can't have my word, but we can still exchange
Left her in the past with my bad jackets
Hex across my neck like she's black magic
I fell out of love with bags of plastic

So what's it take
Yeah I'm begging you to leave me alone
I'm better alone anyways
Where will it break
Yeah, I'm finding out I'm bending to grow
The stress is my home anyways
So what's it take
Yeah, I'm begging you to leave me alone
I'm better alone anyways
Where will it break
Yeah, I'm finding out I'm bending to grow
The stress is my home anyways

Spend another night alone up in my hometown
Just let me leave there's nothing left for me to hold down
Spend another night alone up in my hometown
Just let me get away there's nothing left to hold down
On the back roads smoking on a backwood
Playin sad songs, sitting in a parking lot
We live in shadows, don't matter if it's dark or not
But it gets dark a lot, ya ya
It's bad enough, I know the pressures adding up
And if you feel like giving up
Just know the story never ends, it's all a dream

So what's it take
Yeah, I'm begging you to leave me alone
I'm better alone anyways
Where will it break
Yeah, I'm finding out I'm bending to grow
The stress is my home anyways
So what's it take
Yeah, I'm begging you to leave me alone
I'm better alone anyways
Where will it break
Yeah, I'm finding out I'm bending to grow
The stress is my home anyways