silver line

(альбом: scared to go to sleep - 2022)

I burn right through my pack of cigarettes
I keep in case of emergencies
All 'cause I fell right down the rabbit hole
I just climbed out of the other week
I don't know if I'm keeping it together or losing my god damn mind
But every time I think I had enough, then comes the silver line

Saying it's gonna be okay
No matter what they say
You're better than the shitty day, hey
It's gonna be okay
Hey

I stopped meeting with my therapist
'Cause I already know what's wrong with me
I gave someone a knife to stab me with
But they don't stick around to stop the bleed
I'm walking the line of giving up the dream and finding the nine to five
And every time I think I had enough, then comes the silver line

Saying it's gonna be okay
No matter what they say
You're better than the shitty day, hey
It's gonna be okay
I see it on your face
That feeling's gonna start to fade, hey
It's gonna be okay
Hey

You can't keep running around on the broken glass
You gotta get out of the woods, leave it in the past
You can't keep running around on the broken glass
You gotta get out of the woods, leave it in the past

Sorry life isn't what you thought it'd be
Your friends turned out to be your enemies
That dream you wanted turned into a screen
So close your eyes and finally go to sleep