Waist Deep

(альбом: Chapter 3 - 2018)

I start to feel like I'm waist deep
In this crazy life I live
I get so mad, wish I could go back
To a simpler time than this

Life has gotta be a comedy skit
I'm trying to laugh at it, but must admit it got me a bit
Went from living with a beautiful woman that used to ride for me
To riding by myself in this cold unbearable odyssey
I, started thinking it wasn't really all that bad
Until I got too cocky and caught a charge in back lash
Now I'm potentially facing the penitentiary
And all I do is stress
And it triggers the methamphetamine addiction
I'm sorry for whatever happens
I'm trying to get some help for myself but it's never lasted
I, swear to God if it wasn't for fucking rapping
And the music I would probably use til I hit the casket
How the hell do you manifest in my life
Make it beautiful and strip it away in a single night
I'll bounce back, love you forever
It's time for me to do all that I can to be somebody and do better

I start to feel like I'm waist deep
In this crazy life I live
I get so mad, wish I could go back
To a simpler time than this

May-may-may-maybe one day
Maybe one day
May-may-may-maybe one day
Maybe one day

I'm getting older, and I really start to notice it
I'm still living at home and supposed to be grown or owning shit
My argument was always time
For the reason I couldn't hold down a job
And expect to live off the rhymes
That sounds ironic thinking back at it now
And still I do nothing about it, kick a rap, put it down
That's good enough for me, until I'm broke as fuck
That's when I panic to the point that I'm manic and get to choking up
This wasn't how it was supposed to be
I'm overly ecstatic for the future I vision and live it hopefully
Cause all I wanted was my family to know
That I'm eternally grateful to have a chance for me to blow
I'm living as if every single day is like a final shot
Presently aware of every moment to defy the clock
And high or not, I'm still expressing gratitude
And still making an effort to new and improve my attitude

I start to feel like I'm waist deep
In this crazy life I live
I get so mad, wish I could go back
To a simpler time than this

May-may-may-maybe one day
Maybe one day
May-may-may-maybe one day
Maybe one day

I start to feel like I'm waist deep
In this crazy life I live
I get so mad, wish I could go back
To a simpler time than this

Maybe one day
Maybe one day
Maybe one day
Maybe one day