Close To Home

So here we go
We dive into the sin we left behind
To save, what was meant to die

We've collided, never been so blinded
You thought you'd help but you've
Made us moving targets
Running round and round
So profound
There's no escape when your
Death is inbound

I dragged you back from heaven, so you would know what hell feels like
With no one on your side
My life was a weapon
Forced to relive their obsession

'Cause all it did was ruin my life
Now I'm picking up again
From the fragile remains of what used to be
And all it did to my life was condense the misery
For the foreboding consequence to crawl back to me

Was it worth it to relive what we thought had died?
Now we put them back together, not forever
'Cause we're lying if we thought we weren't close to home
(So close to home by design)
(I'm coming home)

This family is unwinding, I'm losing my mind
Avalanching harder the more we rewind
Despair is all we've known
To pretend it's only grown for the better
While curiosity is killing more than those who took the throne

So alone but so loud
What's left of them is nothing but corpse on the prowl
Bitten by the howling of a moon, losing light by pending gloom
We're riding on this tidal wave of cardinal doom

So alone, but so loud
So below, We can never be found
So cold, underground
We should've left to let this god forsaken hell burn down

'Cause all it did was ruin my life
Now I'm picking up again
From the fragile remains of what used to be
And all it did to my life was condense the misery
For the foreboding consequence to crawl back to me

Was it worth it to relive what we thought had died
Now we put them back together, not forever
'Cause we're lying if we thought we weren't close to home

Lest we not forget
Lest we not forget who killed us
Lest we all pretend
Lest we all pretend, it's just a nightmare
Lest we lay to rest
Lest we lay to rest, what killed us
Lest we say goodbye
Lest we say goodbye
As we fall down the hole that we buried ourselves

Kill, what, we, left to die

Force ourselves through trauma
And accoladed tears
What you thought of me was just a tainted lie
After many years

I Ruined my life
Over and over and over and over again
And all it did to my life was condense the misery
For the foreboding consequence to crawl back to me

Was it worth it to relive what we thought had died?
Now we put them back together, not forever
'Cus we're lying, It never works out the same, I'm just
Reminding, why we're dying, and let to rot!

It was your mistake to travel back
And mend what's meant to rot below

We're more close to home than we thought...