Disappointed

(альбом: They Don't Love You - 2019)

I'm disappointed in you
So disappointed
I'm disappointed in you
So disappointed
I'm disappointed in you
I thought you was better than that
Now I lost all respect and you never winning it back
I'm disappointed in you
So disappointed

Look, I never had a dad so I don't know how that feels
But I know how it feels to see other dads out wit' their kids
And wonder what the fuck did I do
To make the man that made me wanna up and split
And I never got that answer; my heart been frozen since
Meanwhile, the niggas I'm growing up wit'
They making babies and failing to raise 'em
My sons are grown wit' chips on their shoulders
Wit hatred and feeling like nobody's favorite
They get to see you on Instagram, look at you, all glitz and glam
Who the fuck do you think supposed to teach
Little man how to be a man
And you ain't seen him since last Christmas
You gon' blame it on the [?]
Time is money but the time you missing
You can never come back to get it
I wrote a letter to my son and I wanna know how everything going
And here it is 10 years later and I got custody court in the morning

I'm so disappointed in you
So disappointed
I'm disappointed in you
So disappointed
I'm disappointed in you
I thought you was better than that
Now I lost all respect and you never winning it back
I'm disappointed in you
So disappointed

Hold up, homie you got a beautiful daughter
But it ain't like you give a damn
She playing Varsity ball this year, she never seen you in the stands
You promise you gon' spend time wit' her
You say that shit every weekend
You know what you teaching your daughter?
To never depend on a man
Niggas be out chasing women but never got time for their children
I would say niggas gon' wake up one day but who am I kiddin'?
I know what it's like sitting there waiting
Like pops could be coming back home any night
Fuck nigga left 'fore I even turn 2
That nigga ain't visit or call or write
I'll be damned if I ever neglect or abandon my babies never in life
Like I said I got court in the morning
And I'm still fighting for parenting rights
No, it ain't fair but it's my paradise
And life's a gamble so hold your bets
I been through hell and back then hell and back
And I still ain't gave up yet

I'm so disappointed in you
I'm so disappointed
I'm disappointed in you
So disappointed
I'm disappointed in you
I thought you was better than that
Now I lost all respect and you never winning it back
I'm disappointed in you
So disappointed

So disappointed in you
I wish the babies were singing