stuck inside my room

Don't you leave me all alone now, said it wouldn't go down
I been stuck inside my home, I'm getting old now
Running outta patience, I could never make it
Grabbing on my meds then, dream of getting faded
Said that I was past this, I don't have a mask yet
I can't breathe the air, I find it's hard enough to mask this
Leave it at my grave site, put it out in plain sight
Don't you fucking call me or even try to Facetime

Help me fall in line 'cause I been eating all the pain
Help me feel alive 'cause I been waiting for the rain
And I don't have the time, it's either winner or the same
And leave it all behind, it's always withered or decayed, uh

And you don't really wanna take this
It's really hard for me to fake this
And maybe you can see the sunrise
'Cause I been trying hard to break it
I been tryna hit a quota
And they just wanna see me pulled up
And I been planning my escape route
And I'ma drop it in the soda, uh

Fall in line to what it's worth again
And I see you, I need you
Falling through, all of me too

Don't know who I see in the mirror anymore
I don't think the drugs are helping
Wish that I could just forget it all
But if I did then it would all re-happen

I don't wanna go back (no)
'Cause I can't get my heart back
But you're my heart and singing you'll die
I'm better off turning my lungs black
That's all that I'm good at
I don't wanna go back (no)
'Cause I can't get my heart back
But you're my heart and singing you'll die
I'm better off turning my lungs black
That's all that I'm good at

Don't you leave me all alone now, said it wouldn't go down
I been stuck inside my home, I'm getting old now
Running outta patience, I could never make it
Grabbing on my meds then, dream of getting faded
Said that I was past this, I don't have a mask yet
I can't breathe the air, I find it's hard enough to mask this
Leave it at my grave site, put it out in plain sight
Don't you fucking call me or even try to Facetime