Endings

I'm not sure I'm even wanted
I'm not sure if much my hate can seem to reconcile

The feeling that we shall 'ways wander
So I can't compensate for how I'm supposed to act outside

I'm here deep in muddy waters
I am stuck in something I can't seem to correlate

To how I'm seen or maybe thought of
To where I'm supposed to be and that I might not deviate from

Trust
I forget that I'm in love
Some other touch
I'm don't know if I'm just lost

I'm don't know if I'm just lost

I believe there are others for us
But only one each time; the two must never overlap

The situation I've befallen
That I facilitate; seems to only complicate

My trust
I forget that I'm in love
Some other touch
I don't know if I'm just lost

I don't know if I'm just lost

Maybe it's just what I wanted
Maybe it just took me all this time to realize

I am part of a performance
Where one half plays their role; the other only shuts their eyes

And I can't leave or just avoid it
I can't throw away; if only just to spare a life

From this confusion I am caught in
Or this eternity of this unending and uncertain

Trust
I forget that I'm in love
Some other touch
I don't know if I'm just lost

Don't trust
Did I forget that I'm in love?
Some other touch
I don't know if I'm just lost

I don't know if I'm just lost