No Going Back

(альбом: Eternal - 2020)

[Atlus:]
Too far gone, I can't live like this
We got no heat, just a candle stick
I'm grown grown, tryna fix these cracks
So close now I can't go back

[Gawne:]
Home
See me running out that door cause I'm gawne
Bitch so long
I promise you that, once I leave I can never run laps
I won't ever come back to my past man I can't not a chance
Cause the pain was insane from the way I was trapped
22 years I done live through the crap, but I made my escape and the anger immensed
Payback to the world now I'm the man
Bitch I'm the muhfuckin man
Fuck God damn
Never had a plan
All I ever did was I just go ham
So I just throw hands
And fuck what you heard about my past
You can get hurt looking back
So I don't wanna hear a word about that blurted out
From that little bird around muhfuckin word of mouth crap
Cause I started from the bottom but, I made it to the summit
Never panicking when I was in the gutter
Cause I do it for my mother making music for my brother
So for every mother fucker who was telling me
I'd never leave a legacy
When I was down and losing my identity and pedigree
I thought I'd never be able to shred a beat again but then the heavenly immenity
Gave me the strength to better me so presently I'm turning into someone you could never be

My life use to be a big struggle how to lift the pieces everyday tryna save a few dollars
Just so I could have a budget for the studio you could never knock my hustle
Watchin my momma work 12 hour days stung me like touching hydrogen peroxide
All the nights I suffered I ain't never going home
Hell no I'm running feet don't fail me now I'm comin

[Atlus:]
Too far gone, I can't live like this
We got no heat, just a candle stick
I'm grown grown, tryna fix these cracks
So close now I can't go back

[CHVSE:]
Home
What you know bout being down on yourself uh
Always feeling homesick even when you're home and you never really figured that out but
Maybe I been thinking bout the past hated being sick of always sitting in the house uh
Now I'm pretty healthy but I'm scared to live my life cuz I don't do so well inside a crowd
Mothafucka I don't need no booze I don't need no jewels I don't need no sleep I don't need no food
Tried to tell my teachers I don't need no school now they look at me like hes so cool
I got déjà vu when I see yall fools I don't need no help there will be no deuce
I got women in my room and they need my juice
So I fuck em till they drop like a DJ do
What the heck baby just come and have sex baby
I been thinking a lot I swear it ain't you I'm drivin myself crazy
Shit I'm feeling depressed lately but I know I'm blessed daily
And I should just focus on me and never let them phase me

Damn but I do
So tell me who to blame when I feel it comin through
I got the fire in my veins spit at every one of you
Until the fever set and there ain't no corona virus flu, whooo
Mix it with Ebola glow up hold up it's an epidemic never let it into you
And I know ya I noticed they hold us at a higher level than the fuckin rest of you

[Atlus:]
Too far gone, I can't live like this
We got no heat, just a candle stick
I'm grown grown, tryna fix these cracks
So close now I can't go back!