Hold You Down

(альбом: Paradise Bound - 2019)

I thought I was yours, yeah, yeah
Stopped myself from having fun
Thought I locked into your love
Blocked out every woman and
Thought I gave you everything
I guess that wasn't enough
Guess I wasn't good enough
But wouldn't treat you like he does

You spoke like you're going to wait for me
Took a flight all the way to see
You to tell me our trip don't mean a single thing to you
Why do you remind me that I'm flawed?
These days hurtful words come out your mouth
Fail to see that I too hurt a lot from things you do

I just want to go out
I just want to do things
Since you're not here now
I don't want to feel a single thing for a couple of years now
I just want to go out
And try not to think 'bout
How I used to hold you down
And now you're with someone else
And how I still hold you down

I'm at the bar now
'Cause we barely talk now
Barely exist to you anymore, anymore, yeah
Things wouldn't change you said
Ain't been the same since
You made that decision changed it all, changed it all
Just wish you didn't make me fall
Just wish that you meant it all
When you said you wanted me too
Just wish you didn't make it seem
Like it was just you and me
And make me waste all my love on you

I just want to go out
I just want to do things
Since you're not here now
I don't want to feel a single thing for a couple of years now
I just want to go out
And try not to think 'bout
How I used to hold you down
And now you're with someone else
And how I still hold you down

You spoke like you're going to wait for me
Took a flight all the way to see
You to tell me our trip don't mean a single thing to you
Why do you remind me that I'm flawed?
These days hurtful words come out your mouth
Fail to see that I too hurt a lot from things you do

I just want to go out
I just want to do things
Since you're not here now
I don't want to feel a single thing for a couple of years now
I just want to go out
And try not to think 'bout
How I used to hold you down
And now you're with someone else
And how I still hold you down

I used to hold you down
I used to hold you down
I used to hold you down
And I still hold you down
I'm not mad at you
I used to hold you down
I used to hold you down
And I still hold you down