Selfish

[Hard Target:]
It's hard to stay calm
Living like the bullet in the song
Same passion that was written in the psalms
Feel misunderstood, cuz my lies won't hold
Can't Let another author try to write my wrongs
Forgive me the fights gone that's in my soul
This road that I been down has ran its toll
The sun is beaming down but the fact it's cold
Kids only see a stranger when their dad comes home
I'm developing scars, good and evil I can't tell them apart
All this envy and this jealousy ain't helping my heart
No need to get my shit together I'll just tear it apart
I'll never see the light of day when I'm left here in the dark
Good thing my momma knows

I know that I've taken it too far to ever make amends
The lord can't forgive my sins, when I just turn around and do it again
I'm a selfish man
And I can see it deep down inside, the man I've become
Blood all on my hands, and my prints on this loaded gun
I'm a selfish man

[Seth Anthony:]
Chain smoking drinking booze
Lord knows I'm a selfish man
Walking circles in my room
While the devil trying to hold my hand
Another night but a different bar
Another woman and a different scar
Another right but a different wrong
A different story but the same ol song
I burn bridges before I pastime
Sorry doesn't cut it when you swore it was the last time
She ran quicker than the liquor that I ran dry
And she wanted me to change but my hands tied
Talking to myself saying everythings fine
When no one let her tell me I ain't living right
Plan to get sober but it didn't fan out
Only reason that I am because I fucking ran out
You know I'm damaged goods she did known it from the start
And all these broken promises caused a broken heart
This broken home's got me drinking lonely in the dark
And all these bad choices are pulling us apart
But as long as you know that...

I know that I've taken it too far to ever make amends
The lord can't forgive my sins, when I just turn around and do it again
I'm a selfish man
And I can see it deep down inside, the man I've become
Blood all on my hands, and my prints on this loaded gun
I'm a selfish man