Veil

So even if I'm turning over days I hate
And even if I curse a fate I just can't change
They hang forever in my head again
I'll never win, I'll never save you they said

We'll never reach it all, the ending scene
Another pain inside my chest without your heat
Our shoulders bump and pass by, we're not as near
When can I leave to somewhere away from here

Things like "hope" were all you'd tell me about
Now I see you had your head in the clouds
But even if you freeze inside
I'll love you, don't you realize?

So even if I'm turning over days I hate
And even if I curse a fate I just can't change
They hang, the words in the air again
I'll never win, I'll never save you they said

So even if I'm screaming with a voice so weak
The fever of another night will always bring
The heat escaping from your hand in mine
I pray to walk again and leave it behind

I should've shared everything, but never did
And only now can I see how much I hid
So I'll keep moving ahead, I have to try
But even now, you're all that fills my mind

Future days were all you'd tell me about
But my hand will never reach, I'd found
Doesn't matter if I try to hide
Your smile tells me otherwise

You still believe it's all a lie

So even if tomorrow doesn't end these days
And even if the sad I feel will never change
This pain, my fingers only scrape away
The more I try, the more that they start to fade

I didn't wanna know, I didn't wanna see
The color of memory I'll never reach
I know you're never coming back again
I beg just lemme dream so this doesn't end

Calamity befallen me, alive, it breathes
Upon my neck, attacking me
Asking can I ever touch?
Will my reach be just enough?

You're spitting pretty words as if a game to play
But all they do is curse my name
So keep them to yourself okay?

So even if I'm turning over days I hate
And even if I curse a fate I just can't change
They hang, the words in the air again
I'll never win, I'll never save you they said

So even if I'm screaming with a voice so weak
The fever of another night will always bring
The heat escaping from your hand in mine
I pray to walk again and leave it behind

Goodbye but does it have to be the end?
I hope for the day that I can see you again