Have You Ever

(альбом: Adam - 2018)

Maniac!

Have you ever felt like just giving up on life?
Then you look a loved one up in the eye and think "Fuck that!"
Can't let your family down cah you above that
The feds dem are running you down, they want your drug stash
Ever sat down and felt ashamed?
Cah your family's hungry and you failed to gain
I bet you smiled through the worst when you felt the pain
Blud I feel what you feel cause I felt the same
I bet you smiled at the world when you felt the rain
Have you ever helped knowing they won't help the same?
Have you ever seen a friend fall off?
And they're blaming the world but they only got their self to blame
Facts
Ever seen a man transform into a rat?
And the rat transforms into a snake for some cash
And the cash gets blown in a flash
Flash bang now his brain's on the dash

Have you ever been so lost that you can't find your way?
Yeah they wanted me to fall off but I'll make a change
I'll make a change
See it's all or nothing now
See it's all or nothing now
Have you ever been so lost that you can't find your way?
Yeah they wanted me to fall off but I'll make a change
I'll make a change
See it's all or nothing now
Tell Mum that I'll make her proud
We come way too far to be turning round

When I was locked up
Mummy come checked me in Bristol and Feltham too
Mum felt stressed and mentally drained
She don't know that I felt it too
She put money on the canteen, visits every damn week
I felt like a selfish yute
Mum said "You're stuck in a cell, no money, so half of my stuff I'mma sell for you"
Blud that shit burned
I felt my ribs turn
It's always been all or it's nothing
These brudda's sneak diss or they go and die of stress
But me I'm direct like [?]
You ever grind so raw till your body's at home but your mind's on tour?
Till the pain don't hurt and the rain don't pour
If you did that, say no more

Have you ever been so lost that you can't find your way?
Yeah they wanted me to fall off but I'll make a change
I'll make a change
See it's all or nothing now
See it's all or nothing now
Have you ever been so lost that you can't find your way?
Yeah they wanted me to fall off but I'll make a change
I'll make a change
See it's all or nothing now
Tell Mum that I'll make her proud
We come way too far to be turning round