Bittersweet

(альбом: Daystar - 2020)

Break your love
I never meant to break your love
Break your love
I never meant to break your love

Got love for everyone in the business
But everyone in my business
Tell me, how should I talk when everyone is a witness?
And every slur out your mouth can turn into someone's sentence
That turn into something later, that turn into something vicious
And vicious niggas is after yo' time, turning yo' switches
Your friends swerving yo' bitches and then burning your bridges
You stuck and severed in thoughts of when it's all gonna end
When the ending's harder than thoughts
Or when it starts, it begins
Nobody wins when the family feud
Or when the family news turns into something that no one from the family choose
Or when you plan to choose it, it's a dub for the feat
When they play they move
When the plans change and you plan to expand, panning the views
And these R&B singer women you called, all your friends choose
Kehlani hops on the news like it was something to prove
Like me and her wasn't cool when I been friends with you for six years
Plus, plus the crew and we can Google picture proof
Got my phone number too, you coulda called me
But you moving like we ain't even crew, and you'd not rather hear my views?
We used to phone talk late about exes and all our pools
I held your newborn in my arms, tell me how we aren't cool
Instead, you went to Twitter Shade Room to focus on your views
You was the quickest one to take me off records and set the mood
And now you got these little garbage artists talking like they taking me off something
That's gon' harm me, your label paid me already, dude
But KK, back to you, let me tell you who's
How to move, this is what you do
If you wanna take that stance, then that's cool
But we gon' do this with some rules
Ayy, JoJo, I need you to take notes too
Don't take me off the deluxe album that no one gives a fuck about
Take me off the original too
'Cause when I'm scrolling through this Spotify playlist
See me my name both in y'all top five pages
It just feels a little unsincere, hmm?
Or maybe I refuse, am I tripping and confused?
Y'all could have took me off the album but have still have yet to do?
Ayy, nah, maybe it's the truth
Got the numbers and the proof
'Cause with both of y'all combined, I gave y'all forty million views
Y'all can't lose
What do you do when your friends looking at you sideways?
I can't even tell 'em what happened because of my case
You can't even trust in nobody 'cause they might try face
All the G's telling you, OG, this isn't my day
Y'all can dub and hurt me but I'm fueled by a God
Tender love and mercy, devil tryna work me
But I pop up in the scene, chocolate car, color Hershey
It's some niggas that I lent money to that never imbursed me

I had many visions of this time, made decisions for the prime
Future thinking how I'm speaking on the past like, "What a time"
Once upon a time, was just a kid that loved to rhyme
And now the fame is bittersweet, I take the cake that come with mine, Tory

Is it worth it?
When everything that's bittersweet isn't perfect
Looking beyond the surface
And I can see the greatest go away
I never meant to break your heart
(I never meant to break your heart, no)
I never meant to break your heart, no
Look

I know I'm swinging with the excalibur sword, calibers in the drawer
Copped me a brand new Cullinan, calendars looking for him
My balance fully attended, two talents full on the floor
My palace is full of awards, my shower is like the Falls
I'm serious
And my aim is never beef with my peers
When niggas careers like the game with the seat with the chairs
When the music goes off and you left sitting, seeing who's there
Yeah, niggas don't even compare
It hurt to say them words 'bout Roc Nation management
'Cause Jigga whole career, I've been a fan of it
And I'm just pissed 'bout how these niggas handled it
I worked for this for years
And outta nowhere, here comes Jill tryna come smear campaign and damage it
Like she hit me with the "Oh, well"
But I know this so well
I'm colder than a polar bear's toenail in my hotel
Got thick strippers getting motorboated in a motel
Made videos and TMZ'll pay me just to go sell
I don't like to do this, y'all just act like I ain't human
Been two months and seeing me on memes and I ain't suppose to do shit?
Oh, I get it, y'all think I'm stupid
I'm supposed to lose to these lies
Telling rumor and selling niggas that feuding
And talking to GOAT, never with they chest but all with they throat
It's like you can only trust these niggas as far as you throw
As far as it goes, the check, cards in the wallet
Console still got these bitches tryna swallow me whole
You know me
Shawty said I can't be canceled 'cause I'm far too handsome
I hopped up out that yellow Lamb', her man start a tantrum
The bands falling over me just like a starving dancer
But take that up with the man who decide to harness answers
I know God got me, I know God got me
The car frame in two lanes, it's a wide body
She'd rather fuck me in her brain but try to side eye me
Them Flower City niggas with me, homie, why try me?
Crack the seal on the weed, still on the speed
Watch critics create meme with zero chill on my feed
They never expected me to react actually
But fuck it, that's that nigga, I'm back to being me
But I wonder if we'll talk again
Wonder if we'll run up on Runyon Canyon at 9 o'clock at night and take that walk again
Even if you don't, I still consider you my friend
And the greater that it came, is still the bigger that it is
In my darkest days, sitting at the pillar counting scrilla
Chinchilla jacket like Tony at the villa
Not only am I richer than these fuck ass rap niggas, I'm realer
And I'm down to put that work in until you feel him

Shotta had many visions of this time, made decisions for the prime
Future thinking how I'm speaking on the past like, "What a time"
Once upon a time, was just a kid that loved to rhyme
Now the fame is bittersweet, I take the cake that come with mine, Tory

Is it worth it?
When everything that's bittersweet isn't perfect
Looking beyond the surface
And I can see the greatest flow away
I never meant to break your heart
(I never meant to break your heart, no)
I never meant to break your heart, no

Yo, why yuh come disrespect up mon?
Unnu cyan jus' dance?