I Hope I'm Not Sick

Don't even like this, swear it isn't mine
Know it's not becoming, no it isn't fine
Wish that I could be somebody else
Anybody, just somebody else

I hope I'm not sick, I dream in broken promises
That start to set in, I wish that I could let me win
I hope I'm not sick, I dream in broken promises
That start to set in, I wish that I could let me win

Caught, got me cut off, from the life in my veins now
Locked up in a coin toss, to get up or stay down
Wish that I could be somebody else
Anybody else, 'cause I can't do this myself

I hope I'm not sick, I dream in broken promises
That start to set in, I wish that I could let me win
I hope I'm not sick, I dream in broken promises
That start to set in, I wish that I could let me win

I'll take anything I can get
'Cause it's not safe in the back of my head
Roller-coaster-type reaction, get me off, I feel like crashing
Never finding satisfaction

But I hope I'm not sick, I dream in broken promises
That start to set in, I wish that I could let me win
I hope I'm not sick, I dream in broken promises
That start to set in, I wish that I could let me win
I hope I'm not sick, I dream in broken promises
That start to set in, I wish that I could let me win
I hope I'm not sick, I dream in broken promises
Oh, how I wish that I could let me win