New Mood

(альбом: Go The Other Way, Called The Echo - 2021)

Why can't I put the past on ice?
So fucking bad at cutting ties
I'm sick of sucking on old juice
The same old news, still applies

I wish that I could just move forward
Instead of being an emotional hoarder
I think it's time for cutting lose
It's time for choosing what you choose
And once you find your point of view
Hope you light up like a fuse
I wanna light up a new mood
I wanna light up a new mood
I wanna light up a new mood

Why can't I take my own advice?
Once was bad but now it's twice
I'm sick of fucking with past lives
The same past lies still apply

I wish that I could just move forward
Instead of being an emotional hoarder
I think it's time for cutting lose
It's time for choosing what you choose
And once you find your point of view

I hope you light up like a fuse
I wanna light up a new mood
Where I choose what I choose
And I finally cut it loose
And I've found my point of view

I think it's time for cutting loose
It's time for choosing what you choose
And once you find your point of view
I hope you light a fucking fuse
I wanna light up a new muse
I wanna light up a new mood
I wanna light up a new mood

I chase illusion every time
Until I'm fucking petrified
I wanna run it back again
I wanna run it back again, again
Again, again, again, again

I wanna run it again
I wanna run it back again
I wanna run again

And when I'm happy and in love
I'll know the burn was worth the buzz
'Cause like Ethan Hawke in before sunrise
I guess it's just a little too hard to summarize

And I'm sorry I'm not sorry
I really don't want to apologize
For taking my time wrestling with doubt
It took me a second to realize, it wasn't either, it was neither
And honestly, I'm just working it out

I fuck it up like every time
Once it's over I question why
And jump right back where it began
Before I know

I wanna run it again
I wanna run it back again
I wanna run it again
I wanna run it again, again, again

I chase illusion every time
Until I'm fucking petrified
I wanna run it back again
I wanna run it again
I wanna run it again