Cold Showers

Laying in your cars when the lights go [?]
Dancing in the dark with you on my shoulder
And I don't even know what you came here for
All I know is I just want you closer

Yeah but it's all in my head
Yeah I made a mess again
Yeah I'm just the last one going
Out the door without you

I take cold showers to remember
I'm not with you
I leave with someone else to act like
I don't miss you
I can't pretend I won't give in
I hate myself for giving you
The things I give you
When I know that it's over

I'm starting to hate how this all played out
'Cause you don't understand that I am trying
And maybe I'm a mess but God knows how
And I'd do anything to justify it

Yeah but it's all my head
Yeah I made a mess again
Yeah I'll be the last one seeing you
For what I should be

I take cold showers to remember
I'm not with you
I leave with someone else to act like
I don't miss you
I can't pretend I won't give in
I hate myself for giving you
The things I give you
When I know that it's over

I take cold showers to remember
I'm not with you
I leave with someone else
Because I know I miss you
I can't pretend I don't give in
I take cold showers
'Cause I'm not with you