facade

Put up a facade
Put up a facade and you saw right
Put up a facade
Put up a facade and you saw right

Put up a facade and you saw right through it
Told me I was worthless but I already knew it
I don't care how I die as long as I do it
Don't care how I die as long as I do it

Put up a facade and you saw right through it
Told me I was worthless but I already knew it
I don't care how I die as long as I do it
Please close your eyes, I don't wanna put you through it
At all

Hair in my eyes, I can't see straight
Drugs in my veins makes me knees shake
Baby, won't you hold my hand while I limp through the hall
Feeling trapped in my mind, need an escape
Every day is just a mess of depressive episodes
Panic in my room over never letting go
Singing songs you've never heard about that seven-letter word
This anxiety gon' place me in the wreckage in the snow

I'm tired, so tired all the time
This stress on my back's been severing my spine
No, I'm never doing fine

Put up a facade and you saw right through it
Told me I was worthless but I already knew it
I don't care how I die as long as I do it
Don't care how I die as long as I do it

Put up a facade and you saw right through it
Told me I was worthless but I already knew it
I don't care how I die as long as I do it
Please close your eyes, I don't wanna put you through it
At all