NEVER ENOUGH

I'm prodding around this vacancy
This empty hole you left in me
I thought I'd fill it soon
With someone else's skin and you would too
I'm sorry for how you feel
I know you see that swerve behind the wheel
You see yourself inside the ground
And I know I can't fix you with sound

But I can try

If you'll open up your eyes
And I'll show you the way I dive
Into this ocean of dismay
This terrifying grey in which I sleep
And there's no disguise
I just wait for my demise
As it comes towards me
It can't ignore me...

Anymore

And I'll keep losing friends
Whether it's to death or to the wind
It's such a passing trend
Being a breathing and living person
At least it seems that way these days
With how often my loved ones slip away
I'm growing concerned for my safety
I'm growing concerned...

I hope I'm not next
I'm too scared to die
The concept is frightening
But still I can try
And I hope you're not next
I love you too much
Everything you say
I use as a crutch

So open up your eyes
And I'll show you the way I dive
Into this ocean of dismay
This terrifying grey in which I sleep
I know the void
All my patience is destroyed
When I start panicking again
And start ignoring all my friends

But I hope I'm not next
I'm too scared to die
The concept is frightening
But still I can try
And I hope you're not next
I love you too much
Everything you say
Is never enough