Bleed

Ya'll could tie me down and then cut my neck, and then ask me why I'm bleeding
Tellin me you got my back every time I'm stressed, and then change up with the seasons
Wondering why I'm mad, when you take it back, and then never given me no reasons
Telling me sorry, isn't gonna change that fact, when you cut me more that shit deepens
UGH
Take a seat man I'm preaching, everybody out their gives you hell
Acting like they always believed in you, when they see you doing well
They all faking it and deceiving you tryna benefit for they self
When you was down onto the ground, no one was around, tryna lend you no help no way
Okay, heres some perspective
I'm on a different side of the spectrum
I would be dreaming my peers would reject em
I would take hits simply tryna protect em
They didn't know they put me in depression
Daily I felt I would give to the pressure
I would just take all out in the sessions
Every night I would bring the aggression
Mama never raised no bitch, never take no shit, just made those hits in silence
Telling me to give this up, homie listen up, I ain't ever gonna quit this fighting
Been a long road, but it never eroded me, man I'm never gonna let that mileage
Slow me down, better hold me down right now, I'm astounding them my shit timeless but

I think I'm dying
They told me it gets better they were lying
These walls are closing in the pressures rising
I'm screaming but nobody hears the sirens
Nobody wanna save me from the world that I'm in
Everybody out here always looking see through
Skeletons up in my closet's all I speak to
Ya'll don't realize I can be weak too
Everybody needs to know that I can bleed too

Ya'll could cut me deep and then ask how I got these scars
Hating on me when I chased these dreams, and the make believe I had to keep my guard
It was never easy, but instead of being supportive, ya'll wanna make shit hard
Then I did myself, and I got that wealth, and you all come back talking bout its ours
I've starved for this, I ain't given that easy
We are not the same species
Ya'll remind of feces
On the beats I been beastly
Go to sleep and then repeat ugh
Ain't nobody had my back, so I grabbed my mac
Hit the pad I rapped till I had my racks
Now they mad I stack, while they sad I laugh
Man I'm glad I hacked this life
Everything go in my favor
You mad that you chose to be haters
The second I got all the paper
From all of my labor you acted like you weren't traitors
Now you al coming and wanting a favor
Thinking I'll bless you like you some kind of savior
I don't condone any of that behavior
I cut em all off and then leave em by nature
I never been weak, but the way that they speak, got them acting like I'm not human
Telling me to kill myself when I feel myself, like what the fuck I'm doing
Slaving all day tryna go and get paid, while they all been tryna make me feel stupid
I'm tryna save lives, when they say to take mine its got me feeling like all of its useless fuck. you

I think I'm dying
They told me it gets better they were lying
These walls are closing in the pressures rising
I'm screaming but nobody hears the sirens
Nobody wanna save me from the world that I'm in
Everybody out here looking see through
Skeletons up in my closets all I speak to
Ya'll don't realize that we can all be weak to
Everybody needs to know that I can bleed to