It Ends With A Fall
(专辑: Down The River Of Golden Dreams - 2003)
Wish I
could remember why it mattered to me. It doesn't matter to me. It doesn't matter to me anymore. Now that you're feeling fine, I'll admit that though I
know it's coming down, and see it shattering me it doesn't matter to me, and I'm not sadder for seeing it come. I'm not going to run. I
will just come when I
am called. You want to cut me off because I
took too much, but don't leave me alone. Take off your scarves, your winter coat. The
night's too cold. When we met I
should have said you're like a
sister to me, how all that kiss her just seem like puny suitors I
can see through, how none will do, not for you, it might as well just be us two. And when I
pulled you by the
jacket from the
clattering street, you started flattering me, you started saying I
was so strong. String me along, but I
can't become all that I'm called. And I
can't claim to know what makes love die or grow, but I
can still take control and so refuse to just go home, back down the
hall. And as I
crawl, as finally all the
false confetti blooms up in this attic room, I'm going make my stand. I
want to see both of your hands put down the
phone. I
won't let you go, although the
moment stole my self-control from us all and now it can only end with a
fall.