Broken Down
(专辑: Maybe This Was Supposed To Happen - 2020)
Broken down, I'm losing all my strength, hopeless now I
can't pretend I'm okay, constant hell I
wish I
could move on from all this pain, broken down I'm feeling broken, like no one hears a
single word I've ever spoken An all these voices in my head are now awoken Why is it that everything I
touch just starts eroding Fuck it no that ain't true, tell me its all a
lie Tell me I'm giving purpose to someone before I
die Tell me whatever happened to it doesn't hurt to try Why do I
feel pain for simply being alive, everyday I'm confused Everyday is a
fight, falling deeper with time I'm slowly losing the
light, really wish I
was normal, not faking I'm alright I
really wish I
was normal, not faking I'm alright Sit alone in my room, just barely getting along Sometimes I
start to question who would care if I
was gone Maybe only my family, dad, brother an mom While I'm still alive an breathing someone prove to me I'm wrong Broken down, I'm losing all my strength, hopeless now I
can't pretend I'm okay, constant hell I
wish I
could move on from all this pain, broken down Why does this feel like a
confession Like I've let somebody down for struggling with depression How can I
save me from myself, my own mind is weapon That I
battle everyday while staring at my reflection I
keep all of this hid, probably why its builds up Put on a
fake smile but inside my body is cut All I
ever really wanted in this life was some love All I
ever really wanted in this life was some love But I
push it away, sometimes my life is too much And that don't make any sense but somehow writing is does I'm growing weak in my body, think I
got no one to trust So whats the
point in me trying, when trying's leaving me stuck Do I
deserve all the
blame, does anyone feel the
same Why do I
keep on breaking down over an over again Start to wonder to myself if this is ever going end Is this ever going end, cause I'm Broken down, I'm losing all my strength, hopeless now I
can't pretend I'm okay, constant hell I
wish I
could move on from all this pain, broken down Broken down, I'm losing all my strength, hopeless now I
can't pretend I'm okay, constant hell I
wish I
could move on from all this pain, broken down