Let Go
(专辑： Maybe This Was Supposed To Happen - 2020)
Ha, I
don't even know what the
fuck to say here... fuck Happy days, happy days Sun shining through my window I
can't change what I
can't change I've been learning how to let go Yeah, but some things are easier said than done Yeah, but some things are easier said than done My most difficult days can be the
greatest prize You know the
saying—a blessing in disguise Learning a
million life lessons that both my parents tried I
kinda wish I
listened more and opened up my eyes But, listen... fuck it Haha, I'm messing up now Here we go, yo Yeah, but when you're young—you know, we never listen We take for granted the
little things and the
life we're given Family, Christmases, and birthdays now the
things I'm missing And believe me when I'd say I'd go back in an instant Crazy thinking I
started in my grandma's basement Laptop and my mic was full of inspiration I
couldn't stop writing these lyrics, felt what I
was facing Who woulda thought kids 'round the
world would message me relating? Damn, I'm truly blessed, I
know Can't ever rest, I
won't Just do my best, I
go, yeah Happy days, happy days Sun shining through my window I
can't change what I
can't change I've been learning how to let go Yeah, but some things are easier said than done Yeah, but some things are easier said than done I
just played at a
show last night for 500 people And I
can remember, like, two years ago, making music in my grandma's basement Tryna hide that shit from everyone 'cause I
didn't want anyone to hear the
shit I
was making And then, last night I
had people sing—haha, I
had people sing fucking words along with me I, I
just... I
don't even know what—I, I
don't even know what to say I
don't even—yeah, I
don't even know what to say... Honestly, I
don't... To like, finally, make a
full project of work A
full body of work—I don't even know what the
fuck I'm saying, dude, like—I, I, I'm just tryna make something that's complete, that represents who I
am and represents all the
shit that I've been through, all the
shit that we've been through... It's just, I
don't know, man It just feels like it's—it's an emotional experience, kind of... 'Cause like, oh my god... haha—I remember... Haha, I
remember taking all the
money I
made—all the
money I
got from my, my school loan—I got a
loan in the
bank—and my mum had to like, co-sign it, to go to college, but instead of going to class I
used all my mu—haha, all my money, to go drive to Toronto and record songs and I
wouldn't tell her... I
guess she's gonna find out now though, haha—after I
make this... haha, oh man... Jeez. Crazy, I
just can't believe it, I
really can't... I
thought no one would ever listen to my music, I
thought, I
thought there's some of this shit I'm doing now was, it's just, wasn't even ever gonna be possible for me, it just seemed so... crazy Yeah, it just seemed like it was impossible, I
don't know how to say it in a
better way, but... It just seemed impossible. And now to look at the
shit we've done, it's just like... damn, I
don't even—I don't even know... I
started to kinda think, like—this sounds cheesy, I
know it sounds fucking cheesy, but—I started to always think, like, maybe this was supposed to happen, because... everything that I've been through has somehow led to, like, this point, you know... The
people I've met, the
experiences, the—the shit I've been through, it just seems to all lead down one road... And no matter what I
do to like, to try to change that, if I—I don't even know if I
wanna, I
don't even know if I
wanna change that, but no matter what I
do it just seems to always just guide me down this path And I'm not sure what the
hell that is, if that's God or some shit, I
don't know what it is But it just makes me think, like—like, maybe everything I'm doing, maybe every person I
meet, every experience that happens—maybe this was supposed to happen, maybe there's like, maybe there's a
meaning behind this Maybe there's like—I don't even know what the
fuck I'm saying, but, like If you understand, you understand—maybe not, but... Yeah, haha That's all I
got More than music, I
fucking love y'all I
hope you enjoy this shit And I, haha, I
don't even know what to say I
love y'all so much... appreciate you
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