In My Feelings
(专辑: Diary Of A Lost Child - 2020)
(JD on the
track) I
can't lie Lately I
ain't been feeling myself I'm on mars right now Woah-oah Looked at a
picture of [?] like damn, I
really miss him Ran up my money but still ain't happy, like, what I'm missing? I
guess they blinded by the
diamonds, the
fame, and millions Crossed by the
ones I
called my [?] Heart hurt so much, I
can't explain the
feeling, yeah Who would ever knew these been the
project building Why have to keep it a
thousand, I
keep it a
billion I
damn near take you to three houses, don't make me a
real one I
sip cough syrup to ease the
problems and pain that I'm feeling All out the
roof of that Impala, like, "Father, forgive me" Due to the
fact 'bout my lil' partner, thirty clips gets emptied All on my own, I
ain't have no father, only in the
fifth grade [?] she'll be the
one to take a
Xan' I
wasn't even old enough for to leave the
house and go hang with my friends Next thing you know before I the
leave the
house, I
gotta tuck my FN Starting kicking doors, I
had to take the
street route to help granddad meet ends Clutching on the
poles, it was me and Leeky, don't try to load up suspense Send [?] for all them breaking the
ends I
was in a
hold cell, super cold, just need my matt, pad, and pen You was on the
basketball court when I
was writing flows in juvenile pen Started smoking ports soon as they done let me out when I
was turning sixteen I
would have to sleep on dope boy Reeboks, then had a
dope boy dream What's the
chances you make it out? You might get knocked at eighteen Either rich or poor, that shit's for sure, my feelings still be the
same Looked at a
picture of [?] like damn, I
really miss him Ran up my money but still ain't happy, like, what I'm missing? I
guess they blinded by the
diamonds, the
fame, and millions Crossed by the
ones I
called my [?] Heart hurt so much, I
can't explain the
feeling, yeah Who would ever knew these been the
project building Why have to keep it a
thousand, I
keep it a
billion I
damn near take you to three houses, don't make me a
real one And I
say I
know It'll be the
people sitting right close Tell me where you was, it was me and Luwop [?] People change up for no reason, that's how life goes Different disagreements, same old sides though Boy, it hurt your heart when you seen [?] on the
obituary Seems like the
one settled on me really hate that I
made it I
really came from the
muddy mud of the
muddy, yeah Pour up a
cup of that bubbly [?] Past life I
lived, thought it was so marvelous Made it through the
storm and I
know they hate, that shit so obvious My heart so torn, do anything to see my [?] yeah Tell me where you was, it was me and Luwop [?] I
swear last night I
went to sleep inside some dope boy Reeboks This [?] we in the
trenches having dope boy dreams Can't forget to mention that lil' homie took the
C-R-I-P route My heart got broken and stolen and shattered all in one day [?] 'til today Looked at a
picture of [?] like damn, I
really miss him Ran up my money but still ain't happy, like, what I'm missing? I
guess they blinded by the
diamonds, the
fame, and millions Crossed by the
ones I
called my [?] Heart hurt so much, I
can't explain the
feeling, yeah Who would ever knew these been the
project building Why have to keep it a
thousand, I
keep it a
billion I
damn near take you to three houses, don't make me a
real one