Dead End
(专辑: I'M ON TO ME - 2020)
Gloomy spell Doomed to dwell inside his grueling, broody hell It has been a
minute since we've shared the
shit we've truely felt Sometimes I'm convinced that our passion will absolutely fail Sometimes I
think our relationship's beyond pursuing help Loosen up the
knots we've tied is something I
can't do myself So, despite my better judgment I
will turn to you until we can both figure this out Cause all that I
and you have built is worth the
fight Even if it's mortifying, we'll prevail So, I
ask a
question And then I
ask another question Without allowing you to first address the
aforementioned Moving past the
passive, and the
half to mad aggressive Indirectly blaming you for all miscalculations See, I
forget I'm not the
only one alive Who struggles with their mental health, and wishes just to die The
camel's back breaks, the
love subsides You open up the
top kitchen drawer and grab the
kni I
don't really know Where do we go at the
end of the
road? Do we go on back? Or do we pretend that everything is fine when we know that it ain't? Okay, right You put my hand around the
wound, say "hold it tight" While you panic search for dressings in our medical supplies I'm disoriented, feeling hollow as a
poltergeist I'm getting cold My face is wet Your face is close to mine What just happened? What just almost happened? We were just a
moment away from a
terrible disaster And there's no going backwards this time No fixing what just shattered No laughter No happily forever after I
don't really know Where do we go at the
end of the
road? Do we go on back? Or do we pretend that everything is fine when we know that it ain't?