Ice Cream Man.
(专辑: My 21st Century Blues - 2023)
So, this producer hit me up on the
DM He told me, "Hey, I
really like what you are doing" He told me, "Come 'round to the
studio. Let's cook it" He told me, "Come to catch a
vibe and make some music" But when I
got there, should've heard what he was saying Tryna touch me, tryna fuck me I'm not playing I
should have left that place as soon as I
walked in it How, goddamn, dare you do that to me, really? Coming like the
ice cream man 'Til I
felt his ice-cold hands And how I
pay the
price now, damn goddamn, no, what the, goddamn Everything you did, it left me in a
ruin And, no, I
didn't say a
word I
guess that proves it I'm a
woman, ah yes 'Cause I'm a
woman I'm a
very fucking brave strong woman And I'll be damned if I
let a
man ruin How I
walk, how I
talk, how I
do it Man, I've been broken for a
moment I've been through it, no It's even harder to be brave alone Was a
girl, now I'm grown I'm a
woman A
very fucking strong woman And I
was seven Was twenty-one, was seventeen and was eleven It took a
while to understand what my consent means If I
was ruthless, they'd be in the
penitentiary But all the
stress of being honest wouldn't help me I
pushed it down but it was living in me rent-free And then I
fell into some things that were unhealthy A
place where no one heard me, asking them to help me Coming like the
ice cream man 'Til I
felt his ice-cold hands And how I
pay the
price now, damn goddamn Everything you did, it left me in a
ruin And, no, I
didn't say a
word I
guess that proves it I'm a
woman 'Cause I'm a
woman I'm a
very fucking brave strong woman And I'll be damned if I
let a
man ruin How I
walk, how I
talk, how I
do it Man, I've been broken for a
moment, I've been through it, no It's even harder to be brave alone I
was a
girl, now I'm grown I'm a
woman A
very fucking strong woman, mm I
wish I
could say how I
feel How I
felt and explain why I'm silently blaming myself 'Cause I
put on these faces pretending I'm fine Then I
go to the
bathroom And I
press "Rewind" in my head Always going 'round and 'round in my head Your fingerprints stuck a
stain on my skin You made me frame myself for your sin You pathetic, dead excuse of a
man Ooh, ooh I'm a
brave strong woman, oh, yeah Yeah Oh And I'll be damned if I
let a
man ruin, oh I'm a
very fucking brave strong woman, yeah