Absolutely No Idea
(专辑: To Whom It May Consume - 1999)
[Brooks:] Something is happening inside of me Forming in the
center and slowly migrating to a
thinner layer of skin Precipitating to my surroundings There's absolutely nothing, all the
direction has been obliterated And in its place hope has been reinstated And I
find breathing is overrated, the
reproduction of cells futile Ending at a
funeral I'll get married and go senile Just wait a
while you think no this will never pass Hiding until it has and we are just above all man Stand to deliver another message in my head Your life is neither sacred nor worthless In the
grand scheme of things each of us has a
got no purpose [Steaknife:] After new mourning in mornings inhaling fresh air with nicotine I
stare unaware, I
don't care what my reason here means Everything is shady so I'm lazy and motivation erasing every ideal Advance creative expectations, so what My warm feelings are black from blue I'm comfortable in my mind state ever degrading you The
drama of understanding is like being in your fathers' mind When he sexually molests your sister one too many times Or like being in your mothers' mind when shes popping barbiturates And places your baby brother in a
dumpster dead from being all autistic Yeah I'm gifted, grateful, thankful for being in a
sick cold waning world While I'm strangling, beating the
sick but fuck your girl Your sadness is my happiness overwhelming my stress Beating myself in the
chest to please cardiac arrest, no presence Mainlining with a
used syringe on a
heroin binge to find joy The
brightest thing I
ever seen was a
flame liquefying foil [Brooks Buford:] You have absolutely no idea You have absolutely no... idea You have absolutely no idea You have absolutely no... idea You have absolutely no idea You have absolutely no... idea You have absolutely no idea You have absolutely no... My agitated sadness is equal to witnessing my wife getting bottle fucked on my mothers' mattress Life's an actress with diabolical tactics, I
ran my head into the
mirror for the
fiftieth time Vomiting gin and lime, scented formhyde, and shitting where I
dine Cutting my coke line with strychnine, flyer than 80 miles up to the
stop sign Body parts in a
box, setting a
brush fire in Charlotte's web Drinking ahead and soon as I
break out from a
medium and what's done is said Tired of choking with the
filthiness of dead pussy in Hoboken transit to hell Purchase a
token, bodies floating Rivers are red, famine, and natural catastrophes A
flask full of stomach disease at four degrees Colder than sterilization I
stare while mama birthed a
Satan In the
dark angel, ladies are waiting Rejoicing, hating anomalies, brothers and sisters mating Orgies from Oregon to the
oracle at the
Pentagon You have absolutely no idea You have absolutely no... idea You have absolutely no idea You have absolutely no... idea You have absolutely no idea You have absolutely no... idea You have absolutely no idea You have absolutely no... [Danny Boone:] Fuck people and opinions it drains my energy, I
care about me exclusively No apologies or excess baggage could damage or slow my pursuit of max potential Sick of advice clogging my noggin, finding selfishness essential I
snap like a
pencil, past pissed Pushing psychotic, fist through sheetrock Why the
boundaries, no more conscience attacks at me To be nonsense, in fact, no more respect, fuck what you feel Far as I
know my thoughts and visions are the
only things real I'm not an extra in a
movie 'bout everyone else I
got a
thousand fuck yous to hand out, it's time to hit below the
belt And back stab with violent aggression and spit in fuckers faces I
have no aces, my tongue is tasteless, slit wrists with razors Nah I'd rather be a
burden, curtain on your ideals I'm not taking it, I'm taking shits, fuck patience Nobody gives a
fuck about you, that's the
revelation [Brooks Buford:] You have absolutely no idea You have absolutely no... idea You have absolutely no idea You have absolutely no... idea You have absolutely no idea You have absolutely no... idea You have absolutely no idea You have absolutely no... Worthy association On what this demonstration Has made into your occupation