Malevolent Universe
(专辑: Everything Is Racist - 2016)
If I
could speak to everybody in the
world, I
wouldn't Not a
single fucking soul would deserve to have heard it They couldn't even grasp what I'm handing them It's like there's so many blank stares I
can bare in one life If I
could feed all the
people of the
world with need, I
wouldn't even stop eating for them to stop bleeding I
feel better every second I
hurt you In a
world where suffering is seen as a
virtue I'm falling apart, every day is the
same Everybody's a
stranger, I'm basting in anger It's the
same shit, each day is over before it started Walking around every party, is everybody just fucking retarded?! Somewhere far off in a
luminol world, every girl I
ever wanted takes a
form that I
thought of when I
saw her standing tall, looking gorgeous in the
corner Right before she would fuck it up, shattering my dreams Cause the
image that I've saw is what she could've been Listen to me, why don't you want me, huh? You think I'm ugly, do I
bore you or something? Cause I've come a
pretty fucking long way to be here and to make myself available, to hell with you! Wait, no. I'll tell you what you are: the
reason I'm breathing You're why I
started singing, burning every bridge beneath me Do I
make shit look easy?! (It is!) The
tallest monument to someone I
could've loved I'd tear the
fucking sky apart to show that I'm good enough You're the
music, I
discovered as a
kid I
was told not to listen to the
music, but I
did And I
heard the
sounds of Athens, calling through the
centuries A
ripple from the
past, things Aristotle said to me In writings that were buried, leaving the
world in darkness, 'til his words surfaced on Earth by Aquinas (Writings that were buried, leaving the
world in darkness, 'til his words surfaced on Earth by Aquinas) You know that song I
wrote for you? Bet you never knew it was for you That song that lit up the
planet in laughter? Not after it made me a
fortune, I
guess I
thought that... if I
wrote the
perfect song, you might notice me Might know you made the
wrong choice when you chose him over me... Guess that's what I
get letting someone close to me