Novacaine

I use the novacaine
To numb the pain
And cut the strings
Off everything I've grown accustomed to today

I use the novacaine
To numb the pain
And cut the strings
Off everything I've grown accustomed to today

I hate attachments I'm only looking for dollars
I'm downing a couple bottles while people be double crossing

They tell me to count my losses to look at all my improvement but sorry I'm always winning

I think that I'm going numb because something in me feels fake, I'm forgetting the place I'm from

But whatever I'm flying higher, the moments are feeling brighter, my body is getting lighter like

Okay like maybe I'm faded
There's so much stuff I evaded
I kept my body sedated
But in my mind I was laying
Down under so many trees
I started hearing the birds
I saw myself in the sky
I heard the truth in my words

I told myself that I would never leave this paradise
I thought that I'd be terrified of leaving everything behind
But let's be honest here I never tried to be creative
When I'm in this tiny space, I start to feel like I could make it

I use the Novocaine
To numb the pain
And cut the strings
Off everything I've grown accustomed to today

I use the Novocaine
To numb the pain
And cut the strings
Off everything I've grown accustomed to today

I gotta keep going
The lyrics keep flowing
I see em peepholing
But I don't need no one

I like my solitude
Stay inside for all of June
Think of things I'll prolly do and never do em