on one
(专辑: patient death - 2023)
I
have a
dream each night, of a
version of me I
can't believe I
started drinking at a
quarter to three You always wanted me to blow up, but I
struggle to breathe 'Cause I
can't really stand the
thought of being sober this week She said I'm on one Baby, I
got a
problem I
thought I
had my friends but I
guess I
must've lost 'em I
just wanna be happy I
know I'm not content Giving up on my friendships I'm fucked up more than my ex I
guess I
get it, this is everything you wanted right You like to act like you were happy I
guess I
get it, this is something that you do at night You knew the
script, yeah you were acting Why can't I
remember what it feels like to be strong You were all I
ever wanted, now I
want nothing at all You can't use me up, discard me, I'm not garbage, I'm not trash You're an anchor on my soul, you took the
me I
can't get back She said I'm on one Baby, I
got a
problem I
thought I
had my friends but I
guess I
must've lost 'em I
just wanna be happy I
know I'm not content Giving up on my friendships I'm fucked up more than my ex