Better Alone
(专辑: Still Lost 2 - 2021)
Yeah, depression is my enemy, feel I'm forever stuck with it Outsiders looking in can't see I'm mentally struggling So much on my plate, there's multiple things that I'm juggling It all comes in waves, let my ship sink because I'm done with this Hate my stupid ass ex, cuz I
don't know how to trust again My self-worth is crumbling, try to walk but I'm stumbling They ask how I
feel, I
fight the
tears, then I
start stuttering I'ma keep it real, felt this for years, and I'm still Still suffering, damn Someone tell me where's the
day went All on my phone, wow, this is how my days spent Wasted all this time and I
can't get it back but I'll push it aside cuz I'll break down and snap, I
Hate the
way I
feel, there's gotta be a
better me Cuz all of this pain, people get a
lesser me These demons taunt me daily, they always get the
best of me I
wish they die a
slow death and don't rest in peace, yeah Thought I'd be better alone Still tryna find somewhere to go I
been stuck on this road, ooo So alone, by myself Look around, there's no one else I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone (Lone) Yeah, I
miss my daughter every single day Me and her mom had went our separate ways And that's okay, cuz we were hella toxic But we're cool, happy and well But I
just hate sharing you Half a
week hurts me like hell I
hate being without you I
keep thinking about you This separations killing me I'm in-completed without you You're daddy's baby, you're my princess If you need something, I'm a
get it Fuck the
cost, kuz I'ma spend it Here forever don't forget it, damn I
refrain from being vulnerable Cuz when I
do, I
break down and get emotional The
PTSD strikes, it hurts the
most And when I
do, I
lose my top, like a
convertible Every song I
do is personal This feelings horrible, I
wish I
could just escape it Waking up gasping for air, I
drown in my self-hatred I
hope that god has a
plan at the
end of what I'm going thru Cuz I
don't have nobody I
can turn to, I
just know I
Thought I'd be better alone Still tryna find somewhere to go I
been stuck on this road, ooo So alone, by myself Look around, there's no one else I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone (Lone)