My Rise
(专辑: Here Alone: Collection - 2022)
Yeah Fake people in my life, they're all around me And fake love seems to be all they're offering Bottom feeders in disguise, tryna harm me Paranoia's the
only thing it's caused me I
feel so alone on this path I'm walking It's just me and God and we keep on talking I'm begging him, "Please get these demons off me!" Can't fight 'em anymore, 'cause it's exhausting I
just wanna feel normal without trauma attached I
just wanna feel my heart, a
piece of it's detached I
just wanna feel some real love that isn't an act I
just wanna feel alive and snap out of this trance These up's and downs overwhelm until I
collapse There's no one to talk to, so I
spill in my raps I'm missing the
old me, somebody bring him back In search of anyone sharing the
feelings I
have, damn Misfortunes to fortunes, inspiring They say just be happy, I
tried to be I
think my system needs, re-wiring 'Cause every other day I, am spiraling In a
dark abyss and it feels like home 'Cause it's the
only place that I've known Suppressing my feeling that I
don't show Until I'm bitter and I
self-loath, damn Yeah, look, yeah, I
been broken But look who I
became, yeah, I
been chosen I
manifested my dreams and I'm still going I'm passing up everybody from school that I've grown with So when you diss, I'm convinced that you don't know shit You spend time at the
bars, well I
spend mine devoted To my craft and skills, I
double down and I
hone them Now I'm on the
rise, and y'all look so hopeless So despite my feelings of depression Inside of my hell, lies a
lesson You can visualize your dreams and manifest them Just realize that your mind is a
weapon And sometimes it can flip any second It can make the
strongest ones feel threatened It can make the
alive ones feel deaden Point is your mind shapes you, if you let it Started from the
bottom, my dream was feeling impossible But now I'm at a
level where I
am feeling unstoppable The
fruits of my labor and here and they taste phenomenal Breaking all of my records while breaking through every obstacle Coulda quit a
long time ago, but that just isn't in me 'Cause even when I
am losing, I
always feel like I'm winning Whenever I
hit the
end, I'm excited for new beginnings Inspired by my potential, my drive's an ultimate feeling I'm breaking through every ceiling, my music is the
new healing I
used to hate saying goodbye, but now I
am screaming good riddance To anybody or critic, who doesn't fit in my vision I
always remain persistent, found purpose in my existence Don't value people's opinions, I
value moments I'm living Was mentally in a
prison, so breaking out was the
mission God really granted permission, and put me in this position He's guiding all my decisions, I'm feeling high in my spirits, I'm Preaching things that a
pastor don't preach Teaching things that a
teacher don't teach They really thought I
would fall and sink But I
haven't even hit my peak And I
won't stop climbing until I
reach The
summit, look down and all I
see Is those who doubted all underneath What a
view, ooh, that's the
view I
need, I
Can manifest every single thing I
imagine I
wouldn't know this life if didn't pursue my passion I'm writing this on a
flight, while I'm staring down at the
planet Realizing that I'm alone, but this solitude had to happen My friends were holding me back, I
cut 'em off and I
vanished They didn't wanna evolve, they were to content being stagnant They were headed towards a
dead end, I
had foresight they were lacking Now, I
am living their dreams, they see me now and can't stand it, I
Guess they didn't believe Envy in the
air when they see me achieve R.I.P. your goals, I'm watching all of you grieve Money can't buy you levels that I've reached But clown me, diss me, oh well My success reminds you, you failed I
could tell, keep crying dawg Can't look down, when I'm rising dawg Yeah, ha ha Yeah, yeah Can't look down when I'm rising dawg Can't look down when I'm rising dawg Yeah, my rise