Firstborn (Ya'aburnee)
(专辑: When The End Began - 2018)
You bury me. Glass clouds shed their autumn skin kiss the
mourning stems as they bow to the
wind heads hung like wartime mothers as the
congregants struggle to console one another. We're bandaged together, soothing the
surcease. Huddled inside the
fog beneath the
barren trees. Budding youth, unfettered by absolutes: do branches wither first when there's blood on the
roots? Can you stretch a
moment into a
thousand? Away from the
quiet collapse of it all. I
know the
Know who knows you, I
see the
See who sees you. I'll follow you into forever. I
memorized your pain, I
put my thoughts inside your name. Little Light, can't you see? You're supposed to be the
one who buried me. I
tried to stop the
flood. I
tried to pull you from the
tide. Now you paint the
sky with distant fire. The
room lay quiet, sowing silence watching lifelines stream through wilting arteries. Dreams crash with awe behind your roving eyes. How I
envy the
calm that occupies your mind. Drifting just above the
flatline that keeps your thoughts displaced from mine. I
can't divert the
current, I
divide and wash ashore. I'll try to write you to rest plant you inside my prose. Yet my resolve, does it shake beneath a
four-foot casket shadow. The
ink has spilled across the
page, shaping surviving sun to shade. Valleys and peaks, in grief, descend into a
ceaseless sleep. See how the
night unfolds constellations welcome you home. Adrift in the
river beyond our memories. You bury me. I
memorized your pain, I
put my thoughts inside your name. Little Light, can't you see? You're supposed to be the
one who buried me. I
tried to stop the
flood. I
tried to pull you from the
tide. Now you paint the
sky with distant fire. I
memorized your pain, I
put my thoughts inside your name. Little Light, can't you see? You're supposed to be the
one who buried me. I
tried to stop the
flood. I
tried to pull you from the
tide. Now you paint the
sky with distant fire.